I love the show Scrubs. I have watched reruns over and over (thank goodness we own it on dvd!). I find myself comparing moments of my life to situations that happen on the show. I’m a dork. I’ll come out and say it. There has been a lot of stress in our life lately. It feels like after this month I will be climbing Everest. I’ve been in a constant state of excitement, followed by dread, then nausea and finally back to excitement. Josh and I have looked at our decision from every angle possible. As the days wind down, the more the feelings begin to mesh into craziness. I have three weeks of the day job left, 4 weeks left in Omaha, and 5 weeks till I arrive at my new home. The days are moving faster than normal and I keep trying to hang on for a minute longer.
Under stress I always go back to a scrubs episode called my porcelain god. It is about the Janitor installing a roof toilet. The thing is, this toilet is an epiphany toilet. I like to tell Josh we need one, just to look into the future and know everything is moving in the right direction. I feel in my heart it is, but a little confirmation would be nice. My favorite line is towards the end of the episode Dr. Casey (Michael J Fox) tells Elliot, “When your mind keeps throwing up road blocks, know you can drive right through them.” I’m working everyday towards the obstacles that are and will be in front of me. While a roof toilet is not my Everest like Dr. Casey (Micheal J Fox) is in the show, following my dream is. I am taking a risk, one that will be hard, one that will change my life, but the best thing is hat I know I won’t have regrets. We are only given a short while, but if we keep moving in the direction of what makes us happy (whether it is a new job, following an old dream, doing what is best for your children) then life will be even more wonderful.
Below is a clip from the scrubs episode I mentioned. It is pretty funny. It you have time I suggest watching the whole episode or even the whole show.



















Just a fun one of me rocking my new hairstyle.
















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